12:23am. I am still working on my assignments. Almost a week, I have not slept well. Final test comes this week.
Midnight, quiet, loneliness. I miss many things but I can not name anythings.
I am frustrated. I try by my best in school for nothing.
In many cases, when I am deep in sadness I do a stupid job, and I did one las week. I dont know why I got my new car. Now, beside school I have to worry about my car's bills.
one more week, one more week....and then a long vacation in Kansas city. I dont think I can do anything more than vacation.
My body hurts. My head is stuck. I dont know What I am doing in next semester.Go straight to school of Pharmacy?Skip a semester and work for bills?or get married to....?I can not decide anything now. Due day for applying is next Monday. I hate my life. Too many things have to be solved before this weekend. If I should hide somewhere.
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Hmm, té ra là nó muốn khoe có xe mới. Dzị thôi à. But hey, yr English is not that good as I expect :P :D
Ca tuan k ngu, riet khong biet minh se thanh cai gi nua. Ai cung biet minh kho dao tao ma, hoc 2 nam troi roi moi xin duoc vo truong Duoc. Chan!Cung vi cai xe ma phai tinh toan thoi gian di lam de tra tien xe.
Dear Kim,
You are never alone - you should know that. Myself, as well as your family are always there for you. They (or I) are never very far.
School has it's difficult moments. There will always be a class that will kick your butt - but you must keep going. I have many classes like that, don't not let it get you down. You will succeed in the end. I promise.
You got your new care for good reasons my dear. You needed better transportation considering you were going to go down to Kansas City. People make dumb choice, but then we learn from them. So, just learn from this and things will be well.
And who are you going to get married to? lol. I saw that and just wondered. (lol)
I have also often felt of hiding somewhere - if only for a day - to hide from the world, to not let them find me, to find a place of solitude. Hence why I keep trying to take you to the forest - it is a quite place - one place where even I can escape from the world - if only for a few hours.
I will pray for you Kim - for peace, for wisdom, for you. Giving up is not who you are. Difficulty will come your way (and mine). Believe and have faith little one. All is well.
God Bless.
Anh Xau Trai.
LoL. you can read my blog as you wished? I will be happy. Thank you.
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